Tuesday, March 11, 2008

mission: failure

In order to get pregnant,I had to be ovulating.Due to all the stress i was going through with when i wanted the baby to be born and having second thoughts,i did not ovulate that month.Panic panic.how could i not be ovulating.I ovulate every other month.Y not now.So i told will,jus do it.we'll see what happens.We mite jus get lucky.So we made it a point to tango every alternate day.Tough i tell you.There were days i wasn't in the mood but i didn't wanna miss out in case i released an egg tht day.[so stressful rite?]

After all that,it was not successful.I got my period.I only felt numb.Didn't know how to react.Then I thought well maybe its not meant to be.Will said lets try again.

So we did.Try n try till u strike lottery.

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