Tuesday, March 11, 2008

1 line

I realised that putting your legs up at 30 is almost impossible although it was child's play at 25.yeap-painful best describes it.



Anyway,after all tht bittersweet attempts came the moment of truth.I was told to wait 45 days.That took forever.We were getting impatient.While waiting for the bus at T3,Will suggested i buy a pregnancy kit to check since he was so sure i was pregnant given my enormous appetite and nausea.We came out of the queue and bought it.The trip back was a quiet one.I was nervous,my heart was beating so fast.I didn't know if i wanted to do it yet.Maybe i knoew it was too soon to try.



Everything went in slow motion.From removing the kit from the pack to reading the instructions a gazillion times.Once the test was done,there were butterflies in my stomach.[drama mama x 2]

then 1 line.i kept staring at it.change-come on.plsssssss?

but no change it didn't.1 line it was.rejected and very upset.i left the bathroom with a heavy heart.it was even difficult when will was outside eagerly waiting for the good news n i had no good news.



I have a good friend to thank who listened to my failed attempt and made me see things more positively.I went home,cried it out and felt a whole lot better after that.

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